It's Bigger Than "Bath Salts" and "Zombie Apocalypses"

tranqualizer:

Mention Miami this week and the first thing people will talk about is the “zombie” attack. What they are obviously referring to is the gruesome near-killing of Ronald Poppo by Rudy Eugene, who was shot by the police after virtually devouring 75 percent of Poppo’s face. The Police are blaming it on a synthetic drug called “bath salts,” while the Twitterverse is blaming it on a looming zombie apocalypse. But once you finish with the jokes, look into the lives of both men and dig deeper into the city they call(ed) home, some stuff just stops being funny and starts being sad. Even the “only in Miami” assumptions about the attack fall flat. As I write this, I just got word of another flesh-eating homicide in Maryland.

But the sensationalism and the sick jokes do make sense. It is easier to stock up on supplies and firearms (which Miamians really don’t need any help doing) while preparing for a zombie apocalypse like the ones in the movies (I Am Legend, 28 Days Later, one of those bad M. Night Shyamalan flicks), than it is to really look at what would make a man like Rudy Eugene, who friends have called “funny” and “a really nice guy,” do the things he did to Ronald Poppo, a man who has spent the better part of 30 years homeless (in spite of attending an elite New York high school). It is also easier than admitting that there were plenty of warning signs in Eugene’s life indicating that he needed help. Unfortunately for him, those warning signs went off in a city where the early warning systems and institutions are constantly crumbling.

But this wasn’t the first or last gruesome attack and Miami wasn’t the first and won’t be the last city a gruesome attack takes place in. Many followers of Hip Hop before it went Pop will remember when up-and-coming Cali-based artist Big Lurch was put in prison for a PCP-induced murder of his 21-year-old roommate in 2002. He tore out her insides and apparently devoured them before being arrested walking down the street naked and screaming into the sky. Just last month, a Shrewsbury, Massachusetts man suffering from dementia was involved in a horrific killing/cannibalization of his wife. If we step away from the gory and sensational and just talk about the disturbing, we can find a weekly story of a domestic violence-related homicide or a foreclosure-induced murder/suicide of an entire family. Similarly, once we step away from the “zombie” meme, look at what caused these other attacks and compare it to Eugene’s near-killing of Poppo, we start to see a lot of similarities.

Yes, Eugene’s friends and family have very little bad to say about him, but he also allegedly threatened to kill his mother during a 2004 domestic incident in her house. Even though he worked at a carwash and wanted to start his own business, he may have also lost his home to foreclosure in 2011. His girlfriend of six years called him a sweet and well-mannered man with no history of violence and who rarely left home without a bible in his hand, but his ex-wife says she left him because he became increasingly violent toward her. His friends found him funny and religious but claimed that he had recently been “battling a devil.” And even though he wasn’t known to have a history of serious drug use, he was known to smoke marijuana a lot and was trying to stop. Although the speculative public, police and message boards have yet to see a toxicology report, there are too many similarities between Eugene’s flesh eating attack on Poppo and other drug-induced homicides like the one Big Lurch had perpetrated in 2002 to rule out that Eugene my have been on drugs that day.

Nevertheless, it is still hard for almost anyone to believe that Rudy Eugene, a man who told his friends he wanted to get his life right and get “closer to God,” woke up last Saturday and made a conscious decision to maim, kill or devour anyone’s flesh. Which is why it is easier to blame it on bath salts and zombie apocalypses, until you realize that if you are trying to “get your life right” or “battle devils,” Miami has become a hard city to do that in.

On my show on Wednesday, Kamalah Fletcher from Catalyst Miami laid out the declining mental health and substance abuse infrastructure of Miami and Florida as a whole. Just consider that:

-Florida is the second to worst state in the country when it comes to funding mental health services. Of the 325,000 people with persistent and severe mental illness, only 42 percent receive treatment.
-In 2010, the State Legislature cut adult community mental health funding, children’s mental health funding and adult substance abuse services by more than $18 million. This year, the state legislature tried to make Florida the worst state in the nation at funding mental health, and almost succeeded.
-Prescription drug overdoses and the prescription drug death rate are up in Florida by 61 percent and 84 percent respectively. That didn’t stop state politicians from trying to cut funding for drug treatment by 20 percent, which would have kicked 37,000 people out of services while they were trying to kick a habit.
- First responders across the state say that they are seeing mental health cases that they have never seen before, such as a Palm Beach man that was held in custody 50 times in one year under the state’s Baker Act because he was a threat to himself and others.

But it is still easier to demand the death penalty for “bath salt” possession than it is to talk about a real need for services. After all, wanting to detect and address early warning signs of potentially destructive behavior makes you a “bleeding heart” liberal. Cracking jokes about bleeding hearts and eaten flesh while doing nothing just makes you normal.

As a trained social worker and former community organizer, I have no illusions that even the best services will stop every destructive act caused by a mental illness or substance abuse problems. I also have no illusions that every penny spent on service agencies will be used wisely. But in a state that paid tens of millions of dollars in welfare money to sports stadiums like the Miami Heat Arena on the condition that they shelter the homeless on off-nights (something they never did), I have more faith that our community mental health centers will help the mentally ill than I do that the Miami Heat will house the homeless.

I also realize that we still don’t have all the details, facts or medical reports to really understand why Rudy Eugene did what he did last Saturday. But if the police can speculate about “bath salts,” and bloggers can speculate about a “zombie apocalypse,” I don’t see why I can’t speculate about a real documented apocalyptic public health crisis in our state.

(via lucky4oh3)

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Microcosm

I find it extremely frustrating that every book that looked like something I’d like that I saw at the book fair today was published by Microcosm.

Why are people still distroing that shit? How fucking hypocritical is it to have books about supporting survivors of interpersonal violence right next to stuff that was released by Joe Biel’s company?

Extremely fucking hypocritical!

fuckyeahhardfemme:

fashiontipsfromcomicstrips:

ComicsAlliance’s ‘Jem’ Fans Take On Ross Campbell’s Truly Outrageous Redesigns [link]
Over the past few months, ComicsAlliance favorite Ross Campbell (Wet Moon, Shadoweyes, the upcoming Glory) has been giving the cast of Jem a shiny, cyberpunk makeover on his Tumblr, so today, ComicsAlliance’s resident Jemologists Bethany Fong and Chris Sims are taking a look at the all-new, all-different glamour, glitter, fashion and fame that Campbell has given the cast!
Head over to ComicsAlliance see what we had to say about Campbell’s truly outrageous redesigns!

she’s just been whitewashed redesigned as white, yay, ‘progress’.

Jem was already white! The other members of the Holograms (aside from Jem’s sister) are all WOC.  I haven’t seen their redesigns, but I don’t think it’s possible to make Jem herself whiter than she already was.

fuckyeahhardfemme:

fashiontipsfromcomicstrips:

ComicsAlliance’s ‘Jem’ Fans Take On Ross Campbell’s Truly Outrageous Redesigns [link]

Over the past few months, ComicsAlliance favorite Ross Campbell (Wet Moon, Shadoweyes, the upcoming Glory) has been giving the cast of Jem a shiny, cyberpunk makeover on his Tumblr, so today, ComicsAlliance’s resident Jemologists Bethany Fong and Chris Sims are taking a look at the all-new, all-different glamour, glitter, fashion and fame that Campbell has given the cast!

Head over to ComicsAlliance see what we had to say about Campbell’s truly outrageous redesigns!

she’s just been whitewashed redesigned as white, yay, ‘progress’.

Jem was already white! The other members of the Holograms (aside from Jem’s sister) are all WOC.  I haven’t seen their redesigns, but I don’t think it’s possible to make Jem herself whiter than she already was.

Guts

I’m starting to get worried about my stomach/guts. For the last few months, I’ve been experiencing stomach pain pretty frequently after eating, and in the past few weeks it’s gotten worse.

I woke up this morning feeling bloated and crampy and I don’t know what’s up. If I eat even a small plate of food I feel so full I’m in pain, and then it lasts for hours.

I looked up symptoms for gluten intolerance, but it doesn’t really sound right. My only symptom is the bloating and pain, so I don’t know if it’s a food allergy or if my body is freaking out for some other reason.

I’m really nervous about this, because my sister has had a similar problem for almost 5 years now, and she’s yet to be properly diagnosed. She cut out gluten, dairy, soy, fructose, etc. And she’s still symptomatic. 

oddbrains:

Mallory -The Tide (by JesusIsLoud)

Why is Mallory so purrfect?

This song was written in my house!

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Tom Gabel of Against Me Comes Out as Transgender | Music News | Rolling Stone

uglyempire:

regardless of my feelings about against me these days, shit. that’s fucking brave.

that said, let’s keep fighting for trans women everywhere, especially those who have fewer privileges in this society than rock stars.

3 weeks ago - 6

Trigger Warnings

So is there a way to block certain tags? One thing I’ve been noticing on here is that a lot of folks will tag their posts with trigger warnings, but the problem with that is that the tags are at the bottom of the post. I end up being exposed to things I find triggering, and then noticing the warning almost as an afterthought.

Is there a good reason people just tag their trigger warnings? Am I missing something?

prunellavulgaris:

So Ruckus does have legs, but I think maybe sometimes she forgets how to use them.

Everyone, I need help. The people who offered to look after Ruckus while I’m away have backed out. There isn’t going to be anyone living here for the next month, and I have no idea what to do.

Is there ANYONE in Halifax who can look after her? She’s quiet, cuddly, and likes other cats. I will cover all her food and litter. I just need to make sure someone is taking care of her!

I’m leaving tomorrow, and I’m in a panic. I’ll be back before the end of May, so even if you or someone you know can take her for just a couple weeks that would make my world.

Please reblog this if you can, and if you have any leads on who could help me out I can be reached at mc.rosie@gmail.com

aaaaaaaaah!

Wait, what?

So I tried to just write some shit out about how I’ve been feeling lately and some thoughts that have been conflicting in my head, and suddenly the internet is calling me a “size 10” (or a “size 6” at some point, hahahaha) “appropriative shit”, and an “asshole”, among other things I haven’t bothered to even look up?

How does that even happen? Where did all these assumptions come from?

Do I need to sign everything I write with a photo of my fucking rolls, and the patches that I sew into the waistbands of my pants? 

Tumblr is like some nightmarish broken telephone game where the more one is removed from the original post, the less sense everything makes.

I’m gonna stick to zines from now on. That way if anyone has a problem with the things I struggle with daily, they’ll at least have to write me a letter about it.

Qu'est-ce Que J D?: HOW TO TELL IF YOU HAVE THIN PRIVILEGE 4: A WILD SPECULATION APPEARS

shakethecobwebs:

rljd:

Ironically, this actually puts me in the position of sincerely asking my earlier rhetorical question - what IS the science of what body is a thin body? Is it just obscene, and you know it when you see it? Because I think that is kind of MY point, actually.

This conversation has brought up some things I’ve been thinking about a lot over the last while. Bodies, privilege, fatness, thinness, etc.

I would definitely say that I have thin privilege, but would never call myself thin. I feel like I more closely identify as a fat person, but I know there are a lot of people that would disagree. So how much of one’s thinness or fatness is self identification, and how much is what society decides for us?

I’ve been struggling with my weight and my body for many many years. Even though these days I’m not restricting, counting calories, or obsessively over-exercising, I’m still suffering from an eating disorder/body dismorphia. I’m not as thin as I used to be, so I feel fat, but I’m not as fat as a lot of people.

In trying to embrace my body, I’ve attempted to immerse myself in the “fat culture” of the internet, and I don’t feel comfortable there. I feel like if I were to, say, submit some photos for Fatshion February, folks would be offended. The one person I saw doing Fatshion February that had a body close to mine received a lot of angry attention. People said they had no right to be there because they weren’t fat “enough”, or had too much thin privilege. 

So what’s to be done if you’re someone that is too fat to to be considered “average size”, but not fat enough to be embraced by a body-loving community?

I guess I’m just trying to say I agree with (what I assume is) Jesse’s point that it’s not so simple, you can’t just be a thin person with thin privilege. I believe I have thin privilege, but I think it’s something totally relative. I am the fattest person that lives at my apartment but quite a bit (like the dance class analogy), but at work they had no problem ordering a uniform for me out of their limited sizes available.

This is hard stuff.

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